It's Monday. Janelle is gone, and Charlie is back at work and the reality of life with two children is setting in. I don't know if Luke is extra fussy today or if it's just because I have no help and less time to spend holding him. He barely slept at all today unless it was in my arms or laying on my chest. Every time I would get him to sleep and lay him down he would wake up again. My eyes were burning and I was feeling exhausted and frustrated. It was a tough day and I even cried a little. I know it will get better though. And having a newborn cuddled up to sleep on your chest is really not a bad way to spend the day.